I'm Scared of What I Might Do?

Question:

I took a depression quiz online after realizing how serious the symptoms of how I was feeling were. It said I was chronically depressed because I answered 8 out of 10 questions yes. Here's how I have been feeling for a year now; lately I have been so sensitive. I feel like my friends hate me and I know thats cliche but the people I used to trust so much all of the sudden act different towards me because I was sexually assaulted. I IM them and they just ignore me. I have been trying to get into private school but my parents can't afford $20000. My public school would be a nightmare. I hate middle school as it is, I'm in eighth. Nobody seems to want to listen. I tell them and they just go "Oh im sorry". I know they cant cure it but when I tell them, I feel liek Im a whiny brat. But I really am sad. I just break down crying at random days and I feel this empty feeling in my stomach. I look up ways to kill myself but I think its okay because I know Im not gonna do it, I'm too much of a chi

Answer:
all your parents say to you is it will get better??? OMG..why are they not getting some counseling for you !! and you need alot of support now.and you're so young...your feelings right now sound normal to me considering what you've gone thru.your friends probably don't know what to say...they're young themselves ...no, you're not a whiny brat..
PLEASE explain to your parents you really need someone to talk to.it will help alot.I can't imagine how horrible you feel.I really hope you get the support you need..

lots of luck and a hug to you

do not ever trust online quizes. they r the one that make u depressed

I think you're doing the right thing. It's time that you reached out and sought help for this. It doesn't have to be clinical. You should talk to other family members that you trust, or an adult that you feel you can confide in.

Here's an online support group targeted at teens with depression.

http://dailystrength.org/support/teens/d...

It's a great place to connect with other people who are going through similar experiences. Abuse, divorce, sexual assault...there are so many problems in this world and one place won't solve them all for you.

http://dailystrength.org/support/persona...

I hope you're able to reach out to people you trust, or seek professional help for dealing with the sexual assault. The negative side effects and social implications of that could last for years. I wish you the best of luck in finding help.

If your friends ignore you then they aren't good friends. However it's all up to you with how you deal with things. My best suggestion to you is you Have to get out of this mindframe that your in. It's only bringing you down. I'm not saying forget about what happend because I know it' impossible. But only you can deal with it and move on. What kinda things do you like to do? Read a book to escape from reality from time to time. Excersize. Treat yourself to things you normally wouldn't get. It's all up to you. Only you control what happens in your mind. Take it easy and if school seems that bad, ask your parents about the possibility of home school.

Don't ever trust anything you read online...including quizzes without getting help from a professional of some type as well. Then you can become more knowledgable about your illness and deal with it better.

I feel realy bad for you! seriosly. you have been through alot. your probobly afraid of everything around you too. It must be hard.
In my experiance when things seem like they couldnt get any worse they could... usualy dont though. for starts dont think about suicide, the more confortable you are thinking about it the esier it will be to try to do it. as for the break ups, you will only grow from the fact that you lost. the more we lose the more we learn to look for the things that tip us off to the type of people we are compatible with. that is my down fall, I want to try to love before I know every thing about it. as for the two assults, dont feel vulnrable let it make you feel strong that you survived and arm yourself for future attacks. As for all the pain in general, the more pain you feel the more you learn to cope with pain... again you are only stronger, and pain also allows us to appriciate the beautifull things in life.
if you send me an e- mail I'll write you back, no worries if not I know that your realy timid right now. good luck opening your mind to the change you need to cope with life!!

never ever ever ever use quizs on line they always make u sad and deppresed so get out there abd live ur life and have fun

If you have been sexually assaulted twice by the same person, go to the police. That person needs to be tried and labeled as a sex offender so this won't happen again. Next, you need to remember that YOU are the victim of a mentally ill person; what happened is NOT your fault. Look on the internet for sites like this one in your state:

http://www.thehealingcenter.org/abused-y...

I`m sorry sweetie your going through so much right now. You know its okay to not be okay, its okay to cry you have that right...and its okay to ask someone for help you just have to ask the right person :-) have you tried talking with a school counselor? You are in a tough place right now its no wonder your sad...your friends may not know how to talk to you about the things going on in your life especially in the age group your in .most girls are to worried about boys and themselves thats why you need to speak with an adult like your school counselor or maybe one of you favorite teachers? and if they can`t listen ask them to find you someone you will! Like i said before it is okay to be sad and upset about all this, you just need someone to help you heal and it may not be tommorrow or next month but you will be happy again sweetie! ooh and if you need someone to talk to feel free to write me back

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